Miranda’s Musings

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August 2nd, 2008

Abby’s birthday went well. I took her out to dinner. Did you know that they no longer sing for birthdays at Eastside Mario’s? I didn’t. Abby was a little disappointed but she got an ice cream with a sparkler in it, so that was okay. We also did some shopping afterwards. I got a new pair of pajamas and she got a webkinz and some books. She didn’t want a birthday party, but I’ll be taking her and a friend to Bingemans next weekend if the weather is nice.

The rest of the week went pretty quickly. Friday my boss took us all out to lunch to reward us for our hard work during month end. We went to a golf course restaurant and it was really good! I had the chicken club. Although, I think I ate too much because I was feeling really full afterwards.

Friday night I had a really good night with John. It makes me so happy to spend time with him, even if it’s just watching tv (although I was quite happy to keep up with him on Guitar Hero after only 2 days of practice!). I love him so much…

I’ve been bad about going to the gym this week, and I feel really bad about it. I also feel really sluggish and generally crappy. I know it’s because I haven’t gone, but it doesn’t make me want to go either.

Also, I was looking on Facebook tonight and I see a lot of people I know got into law school. I know that I had to raise my LSAT score if I wanted a real chance, but I decided against it in February and that’s why I didn’t get in. It’s still sad though. It’s really hard not to feel like a failure even though I know I didn’t put much effort into it.

So that thinking always brings me to… what now? I’m frustrated with where I am right now. It’s not where I want to be. Where do I want to be? How am I going to get there? I don’t know. There’s no plan. I’m just kind of wasting time until I decide.

Blah, I hate when I get like this.

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