Miranda’s Musings

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September 18th, 2008

California.

How do I convey my excitement about an amazing trip without listing a bunch of impressive sights or experiences, but in a way that people outside of my closest relationship can understand?

I don’t feel like I can, so I’m not going to try. However, I will talk a bit about security.

Tonight I’ve realized that I have never felt so secure in a relationship, and I know it’s because of the intimacy. I always feel that I am safe to communicate whatever I’m feeling or thinking and he will listen and not over-react or prejudge me. He is also amazing with the emotional support he gives me. He always has words of encouragement and hope, even if we are both mopey.

And perhaps the greatest thing about it is that it is reciprocal. I’ve always felt uncomfortable sharing everything with my boyfriends, or even my best friends. That’s always confused me because I know I can trust them. But it makes sense that they have always been unable or unwilling to fully share themselves with me, and so I have always remained guarded.

Finally I found someone to completely share myself with. Everything. 100%.

I couldn’t be happier.

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